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assalamualaikum..salam hari sabtu

baru lepas balik dari bilik study kat tingkat satu..bayar duit for graduation ceremony..6000 rubles..bersamaan ngan rm 800 kalo convert ke ringgit..fuiyo mahal btul..tapi takpelah skali skale..nilah 1st time grad..dah terase sungguh nak tinggalkan moscow ni..winter pun dah tamat..spring plak dah official..tinggal 2 bulan lagi nak final ni..skang tgh study surgery ngan obstetric..therapy masih ade bab2 yg nak diulang..obstetric insyaAllah isnin ni abis bace..lpas tu kene start gynae plak..wah22 byknye..mmg kene concentrate abis ni..perkare2 lain kene diketepikan dulu..kebelakangan ni byk bende2 yg mengganggu study skit..so kene tumpukan balik perhatian..

esok nak puase nazar..ade 4 hari hutang sbb selamat sampai kat moscow mase blik dari msia ari tu..mak oi mase skang dah panjang..esok kene puase lebih kurang 14 jam..takpe2 insyaAllah saye mampu buat..kene try abiskan kalo terdaye..sbb selagi tak abis puase nazar tu selagi tu rase tak tenang..rase berhutang besar..

aah..yeye..dah nak abis dah blaja..tapi sebelum tu kene sit state final dulu..mintak mintak lepasla ngan flying colour..kestressan dah start dah terase..sbb dah rase dekat sgt kot..okla..nak study obs..mesti try abiskan isnin ni jugak..tambah2 lagi puase so takdela kene bazir mase memasak..but i love cooking..hehe...

Marry Me

assalamualaikum

jumpe video ni setahun lepas..mase tu viewer die baru ribu2 je..now dah 1 million..suke..cute gile..haha..

salam

HQ - Leona Lewis - Run - Royal Variety Performance 2008

i love this version of snow patrol's song caled Run..Amazing vocal as always..

pagi jumaat

saye bgn 6.30 hari ni..nasib baik sempat sembahyang subuh..subuh habis 6.40..awal betul..nak dekat springla ni bile subuh semakin awal...selamat tinggal winter, walaupun kat luar tu masih sejuk beku lagi dgn ais yg masih tak cair cair..hari ni hari jumaat..yeay cuti tibe..walaupun hari ni saye mmg x pergi ke kelas..ponteng..

kenape ponteng? sebab klas tu bosan sgt..cikgunye membebel panjang sgt..kalo ade isinye saye tak kisah, tapi die membebel pasal bende yg sepatutnye tak perlu diterangkan dgn panjang lebar..saye tahu niat die ikhlas nak mengajar tapi seriously i really think he knows that none of us ( i have 10 groupmates) pay attention to what he says..so today it's my turn to skip class..i plan to skip just another one class next week..but still in planning..next week abis dah klas ni..saye rase lebih baik ddk kat bilik and self study..that's my opinionla..sbb saye lebih suke study sorang2..i start whenever i want and i stop whenever i want..

still stuck at congenital heart disease topic but gonna finish in maybe an hour then i'm planning to read topic about arterial disease..

Ya Allah jika sesuatu itu baik untukku Kau permudahkan, dan sekiranye sesuatu itu buruk untukku Kau jauhkanlah..Amin..

salam

ya Rasulullah

 Alangkah indahnya hidup ini
Andai dapat kutatap wajahmu
Kan pasti mengalir air mataku
Kerna pancaran ketenanganmu

Alangkah indahnya hidup ini
Andai dapat kukucup tanganmu
Moga mengalir keberkatan dalam diriku
Untuk mengikut jejak langkahmu

Ya Rasulullah Ya Habiballah
Tak pernah kutatap wajahmu
Ya Rasulullah Ya Habiballah
Kami rindu padamu
Allahumma Solli Ala Muhammad
Ya Rabbi Solli Alaihi Wasallim ( 2X )

Alangkah indahnya hidup ini
Andai dapat kudakap dirimu
Tiada kata yang dapat aku ucapkan
Hanya tuhan saja yang tahu

Kutahu cintamu kepada umat
Umati kutahu bimbangnya kau tentang kami
Syafaatkan kami
Alangkah indahnya hidup ini
Andai dapat kutatap wajahmu

Kan pasti mengalir air mataku
Kerna pancaran ketenanganmu
Ya Rasulullah Ya Habiballah
Terimalah kami sebagai umatmu
Ya Rasulullah Ya Habiballah
Kurniakanlah syafaatmu

Ya Allah

Ya Allah kenape hatiku tibe tibe rase tidak tenteram?..
Kenape aku rasekan aku telah membuat keputusan yang silap?..
Aku telah lari daripada matlamat hidup aku yang sebenar..
Adekah syaitan itu telah berjaye memperdayakan aku dengan tipu helahnye?

Khairul, what is your initial goal when you come here?
You divert away from your initial goal right?

Return back before it's too late..
InsyaAllah, Allah will always be with you helping you passing through this period of your life..

Sesungguhnye matlamat tidak pernah menghalalkan care..

ketika cinta- siti nurhaliza

saye suke lagu siti yg ni..original by opick dari negeri jiran..best jugak versi die..tp biaselah kalo dah minat siti semue yg siti nyanyi pun sedap.

siti nurhaliza

my life today

assalamualaikum wbt

this morning i wake up at 6 o'clock hearing my roommate, mr k ccoking something in the kitchen..luckily coz if not for surely i will skip subuh becoz last night couldn't sleep very well coz a lot of things keep playing in my head..going to bed at 12.30 but for sure i stay awake for another 2 hours just lying try to close my mind and enter the world of dream..

so many things happen lately..either study or my personal life..
study going fine..still have a lot to read, but really short time to go..just another 3 months then i finish my life as a student..hooray..and actually i discover a new passsion for surgery and obstetrics..weird..i never like these 2 subject but suddenly here i am..well things change..

after subuh prayer, i sat and like always clicking something on my keyboard..lately i'm curious about something..something that i never think before my final year here..it's not that it's a trend but it just keep crossing my mind..maybe the time have come kot..that why i say, things have change..i pray that every decision i made gonna benefit me..i try, i work hard, i pray to Allah, now i istiqamah..coz we only plan, while Allah make it happen..no matter how much you try if something doesn't meant for you, it's not gonna happen..

this is my first entry here..i'm a simple guy, from a simple family who try to find a place in this temporary world before heading to the place where everything will be permanent..

and about that thing that keep crossing on my mind, well i'm gonna try until i succeed..no giving up..

salam..